Well once again it has been a bit. 

new: 

-living back in BC this time on Vancouver island in Courtenay (yes I found a place with my name-lame:P)

-I am back in school (ART) even just writing this puts the biggest smile on my face!!!!

- I am spitting out art like I have never before- and finishing them. My grandpa asks me the same question everytime we talk “are you top of the class?” FOR ONCE YES, YES I AM GRANDDAD! :D

- I am just so damn happy! before moving out here I noticed I was looking at my body differently and the city was starting to effect me. I was tinny. I am so healthy now. well haha student body. could work out. but I dont care, I love what I am doing in school for once in my life! 

-I have never liked school. I never excelled. I always felt stupid, out of place, odd, weird, and behind everyone. For the very first time in my life I am me- excepted. I feel “normal” (which to me is being not normal) I am odd, meh, who isn’t and I love being around people who encourage it; artist. Artist, we see the world differently, we see beauty in the darkest place. for instance I wanted to draw a dead deer in water. morbid yes- but when you look past that it truly is about finding beauty in the ugliest places- a fawn symbolizes innocent and gentle beauty. water is clarity and tranquility. Sometimes in life it is so hard to allow yourself to see blood everywhere and find the beauty. 

- I feel something in my I have never before. Angels, they are guiding me. Both my grandmas are with me, I know they brought me here. 

old:

- I miss home. but, I know I found a home.